new year 2011

Hari terakhir 2010, hurm...ape aku nk ni? ok...yang ni aku nk 2011.

1) New workplace environment..
2) New me in the way of communication, dressing..bla bla bla...dem.
3) To forget all bad things in 2010.
4) to be more mature..(i think)
5) I need car
6) I need to further my study...(since i know i will hurt my feeling soon, i just need to go)
7) to find someone that love me the way i am, accept me for the who i am..
8) to erase memory about playboy.
9) to not crying for him anymore...i done with all those..i hope..
10) to think like my old self.

Don't hurt me twice babe..

[Verse 1]
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and its all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And its comin' over you like its all a big mistake

Holding my breathe, won't lose you again
Something's made your eyes go cold


[Chorus]
Come on, come on don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong, your all I wanted
Come on, come on don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can’t breathe whenever you’re gone
Can’t turn back now, I’m haunted


[Verse 2]
Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I say to you
He will try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishin he was you instead

Oh, oh, holding my breath, won't see you again
Something keeps me holding on to nothing

[Chorus]
Come on, come on don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong, your all I wanted
Come on, come on don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can’t breathe whenever you’re gone
Can’t turn back now, I’m haunted


[Bridge]
I know, I know, I just know
You're not gone, you can't be gone
No


[Chorus]
Come on, come on don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started
Come on, come on don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can’t breathe whenever you’re gone can’t go back
I’m haunted


Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I'd see it break
Never thought I'd see it

TAK SUKA

tak suka...serius...walau ape pon ko buat....aku tetap tak suka...so...tak suka..tak suka...tak suka...ok?

Dedicated song for him

The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
And I'm a house of cards
You say my name for the first time, baby, and I
Fall in love in an empty bar

And you stood there in front of me just
Close enough to touch
Close enough to hope you couldn't see
What I was thinking of

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
So reach out open handed
And lead me out to that floor
Well, I don't need more paper lanterns

Take me down, baby bring on the movie star
'Cause my heart is beating fast
And you are beautiful I could wait patiently
But I really wish you would

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
I run my fingers through your hair
And watch the lights go out
Just keep your beautiful eyes on me

Gonna strike this match tonight
Lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow
I'd love to hate it
But you make it like a fireworks show

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Sparks fly, baby smile, sparks fly

when you feel hurt..

when someone betrayed you..yes, you feel hurt..

when someone hate you and you know it...yes, you feel hurt..

when someone badmouthing about you....yes, you feel hurt...

when you need someone and he/she ignore you....yes, you feel hurt...

and when you love people but they don't love you as you are..yes, you feel hurt...

when you be blame for thing that you don't do it...yes, you feel hurt...

When you feel like you are not important anymore...yes, you feel hurt..

mimpi ape ni??

malam tadi aku mimpi ape ni??? seyes, tak paham n sampai masuk ke alam realiti....hampeh..sampai aku tak boleh pandang pon orang yang aku mimpi..memang siot..pastu nk marah je..bongok.....arghhhh..ape ni...kalo bukan sebab dia...memang aku tak heran pon mimpi macam tu..tapi aku mimpi pasal dia...memang siot...serius...memang hampeh...

aku tak harap aku mimpi macam tu..mimpi macam tu pon boleh buat aku jeles????? ape ntah....merepek...bengong..hampeh...tak boleh terima siot...vavi la wehhhh...

umah baru?

hurm...semalam pindah umah baru....dan aku???? tak tahu kenapa aku rasa macam sedih giler ngan diri aku bila aku terpaksa jadi bukan diri aku...bila aku tak dapat nk express diri aku sendiri...rasa macam terkongkong...aku rasa nk blah je...aku rasa nk jerit je..hishhh..aku ni hyper hampeh betul...

memang aku tak reti nk cover2 kalo aku cakap aku tak suka...serius aku tak biasa...sudahnya, bila aku jadi macam tu, aku rasa aku ni teruk giler, teruk nk mampos...tapi aku tak dapat nk buat ape2..aku rasa sedih bila aku jadi macam ni...aku rasa aku nk blah, cari new place kat mane org tak kenal aku..dan aku happy dengan cara macam tu...simple track minded sungguh aku ni ......

aku, jenis yang macam mane? aku rasa aku nk rakam je aktiviti harian aku...aku nk tgk aku dari aspek orang lain...i wish i can...damn!!!!! pastu apesal aku tiap2 hari nk kecik hati sangat, nk sakit hati ntah pape, nk nangis jer.......memang hampeh....aku tak penah rasa tahun yang paling teruk dalam hidup aku...well, zira you just start your journey..welcome to new world...

what the hell today?

Serious, when i met him.. in the end, i will crying coz i miss him so much.........but i can't tell anyone...ingatkan dah ok dah ...tak sangka macam ni jugak...bila nk abiskan menda macam ni??

Convocation Insep 2010