eleven days

its already eleven days.but yes my dear, i have been quiet silent since that. I am cruel i think.what makes me do like that? I just can't understand it myself..,i do love him in the first place.but being played like a f0ol..it hurt.i just wanna run away fr0m here right n0w.thats if i have a place to go of cource.i been dream about him every night since that.it makes me so sad.but i need to be tough gurlz.yes i need new spirit.oh god,please show me a way.